8 - Failure in a Promised Week

"SoCSIT Week Activities"

My experience with the SoCSIT week was not very promising to me, because with a lot technical difficulties and conflicting of schedules. And a lot of the activities we're really a turn down for many.

Of course the freedom they promised to us we're obviously a lie too. They planned out the events really quickly but unorganized.  The Organizations where had the events planned out but they lacked the time to complete it. Instead of going to the events I skipped them because there was a lot of homework and projects needed to be completed. And some of the events I attended a lot of people in my class skipped it, so our block really looked like lazy and unmotivated people to join the events.  

At the SoCSIT night half of the whole place where only filled, because a lot of students too are living very far from APC. So they need to commute early and if they don't leave early they will faced a lot of heavy traffic and a lot of time wasted outside than doing your homework and projects.

The LoL Tournaments and Mortal Kombat tour were failures obviously, the time slots are very poorly placed. The teams that actually tried to join tried very hardly trying to prove that they are great but their hard work went to the trash bins because they a lot of technical difficulties with the tournament. So it was really a waste of time if you actually wanted and is competing in the tournaments.

We were only 8 that day (the other one is hiding at the back)

The Opening was a really embarrassing for our block, because a lot of my blockmates were absent. While the other blocks has full attendance. And our performance with the banner was really unprofessional because we just made the banner 2 hours before the actual opening happened. And lastly one of our blockmate present even embarrassed us more by not giving the banner and explaining it.

The SoCSIT week really has been a fail for me, because of the technical errors and conflict in schedules. Lack of preparation for the organizers of the events. A lot of students were mostly absent thinking they have free from attendances. But the Fame or Shame was successful and stressful in a way but it was worth to go to. 

7 - What I want to be

“When I’m older…”

       
 I want to be a great mature guy that does a lot of things, I have a ton of work but it’s worth it. I want to be surrounded by family and friends. And at the same time I would still be a nerd that likes a ton anime, comics, and games. It would also be cool to have my own Collection of figures of my favorite character such as Darth Vader, Akainu Sakazuki, and many more.

        
Being a role model for a lot of people and still have my own personality but more improved that when I was in Highschool and College years. And be the guy that can finally understand math, and his friends very much. Become a dude that can finally socialize easily with others and still makes friends around him.

And hopefully becomes a successful developer that visited many places and met many popular people. Being able to accept the end of things and become happy when your loved ones are gone, even though they are gone they are here with us cheering us on to become even greater.

6 - Room for improvement

“Define Sloppy”

        Sloppy is described as not complete, not satisfied with, or needs improvement. Just hearing the sloppy can hurt a lot of people when used on commenting on a work you did. Because some people think that it is not satisfying. Sloppiness can be the reason for many things in this world. And there are a ton of people who are sloppy.

        But just because you are sloppy or your work is sloppy doesn’t mean it is a failure. It means you can improve it with a bit of effort. I k now the pain of being said of sloppy but bear with it you can improve farther on and impress. But being called sloppy is actually better than called actual Failure, right?

        Sometime criticism can make us better if we don’t absorb those critics too much. It’s really provoking of some critics but you have to understand the errors and improve.

        Some people really need the word sloppy to actually make them improve because the errors are too much and one who is being sloppy doesn’t want to improve, if they could criticize it they could change and become better at it.

        Mistakes are part of us humans whoever we are we still make mistakes, but practicing to be perfect can avoid errors. In reality no one is perfect but we practice to be close to being perfect.

 

5 - Emotion of Smile

“I was happiest when...”

        Happiness is an emotion where we just have a good time with some people we love hanging out with, but for me it’s my mask to hide my despair to avoid too much drama in my life. Whenever I am happy I am always surrounded by the things I like. In Conventions, Family Reunions, or just hanging out with friends. Happiness is really all that I have to hide my past life behind me, there were too many mistakes that I have made. But with being with those who I love will be the uprising of me once again.

        From watching shows to listening to music can bring me happiness, it just really makes it comfortable. My happiness is made up of so many things but the number 1 cause of my happiness is when I was born in this world as a human being that can feel real emotions. Emotions is really a strange thing for us humans, but it is also what makes us humans.

        Like that one popular quote that states “Life is full of ups and downs” it is truly like that. For me making me happier can heal my sadness faster, because with it I forget the sadness before me and just look at happy future ahead of me just waiting for me.

        I believe that anyone deserves to be happy no matter who, and where you came from. When saddened happiness is not stolen or taken away. It is just out of our sight so we must find it to become happy again. I like it when people are happy it makes me happy within too, the smiles of the children and elders can soothe my soul knowing that the area around is full of harmony and peace.

4 - Fakes and Faith

“People who attend church”

                Churches, are meant to the house of God and we the followers or sons and daughters of God must visit his home and offer him our gratitude and love for him as our Savior and Creator.

                Now people that are showing love for God is very good example but some are very wrong, firstly that I’ve noticed on the social medias that people are spamming that they’ll go to church or they attend bible studies, what I really want to say is that people say things like those because they want other to admire like being so “faithful”. Just because you go to church every Sunday and pray doesn’t mean you are “actually” faithful, for me being faithful is not expressed not only by action but it in spirituality and values. In churches people actually go but they are only there for show but actual church goers listens and absorb the teachings that God has given us. 

               I’m not trying offensive here but I really hate showy people especially when they are relating themselves to God, or maybe yet making excuses out of God is really is absurd and unforgivable. Because after what God has given you, you only use it for your own entertainment. God is not a social media tool people, He’s called God for something. I saw spams on my Facebook that started out big 5 years ago and now still going, It’s something about liking or sharing his or her posts about God but if they don’t like or share it will automatically say you are a follower of Satan. Now that’s some idiocy over there I don’t what people are getting from posting those kind of posts but it’s pissing me off. Well firstly you don’t use God to get people to notice you, because come on people like those only are bored. Not because you didn’t like it or share it doesn’t mean you hate God, People love for God is through praying and showing goodness to others not some obvious scam on social Medias. 

                   

Commitment is the Key

                     Going back People who attend church are not all that dedicated to God, some doesn’t go to Church but they are a faithful within. What do you think is better People going to church because they want some changes and miracles for their own or people going to church because they want God to support them and in everything they do? The answer depends on you really but I prefer wanting support because just expecting some changes and miracles don’t do anything at all so I must act to do actually something now I just ask God to help or support me. But really though it doesn’t mean that not going to church makes you unfaithful, what makes someone faithful is depending how they do it on their own thing. 

3 - As Time Passes

                

“History or Math”

                Since the dawn of time these two have been important since our creation, History is to remember a famous or infamous events in human’s timeline while Math is there to help us understand our work and makes us more intelligent.

             

                  But for me it is History because it can remind us the glory of our discoveries and inventions, in the same time it can makes us realize our mistakes in the past. History can be seen as a motivation for us because of our achievements and taking a look back of how much progress we have made. It inspires us to innovate or advance much further. But in the tragic events we can remember the faults we made and the people lives lost, that makes us very wanting to prevent it from happening again. From those past events we can all recall it for something very interesting or very sad. But really history though is an important thing to do. But sometimes history can be very cruel like the wars and the truth. It is inevitable for those to happen but somehow we can prevent it from happening again. Like for example the United Nations helped the countries cooperate with each other and with it countries can have a very stable relationship to prevent each other to drift into peaceful solutions than resorting into violence. Now History in schools for me is very easy actually, learning historical people’s name and what they are known for actually interests me. That is the reason I sometimes ace my History exams, the thrill of learning the history of a certain country. And for me History makes me very me fond of other countries that the people today despise. Not only history can world-wide it can be within yourself too like family reunions and friends hanging out it can remind us how happy we are then.

              

                   History is really a wonderful thing with it we can achieve knowledge and lessons from the past. Everything has a history when ether it’s dead or living it has gone through time and time will tell. As time passes by we will someday realize that we ourselves are making history to ourselves or something greater so it’s best to keep reminded by how history works.